This little peanut inside me keeps getting the hiccups. It started last night. It's the strangest feeling. I can't wait to hold her. I just want to stare into her eyes and smell her little baby head.

You know, this having children thing is pretty amazing. I'm reminded of how when Grace was born, I was so overwhelmed with my feelings of love for her. Then I met my husband and my heart grew even more. Now I'm once again overwhelmed with the feeling of my heart stretching even bigger. I cannot imagine having any more room in there.

I know.. I'm crazy hormonal. The other night, I started laughing hysterically. I really could not control myself. It started to scare the crap out of me. I felt like I was losing control. So I started crying.. and laughing.. all at the same time. It was horrible. I'm telling you... having the soul of another human being inside you is a freaky thing. With Grace, I felt so strong and capable, and just look at her. She's the most independent 2 year old you will ever meet. I have the feeling this second one is a bit more sensitive. -I can't wait to see.